Bun not done yet...

Still pregnant and self-absorbed. [sigh] Baby is "due" in 15 days.

Every little action has an equal and opposite reaction-- or a completely out of proportion opposite reaction-- like when I walk Monkey's dirty food tray and bib into the kitchen, and then have to go sit down b/c I'm too tired to clean it up. Or when I have 1 sip of water and have to go to the bathroom immediately, every 15 minutes. Or when I'm so tired from "resting" all night, that I have to get out of bed and go sit down. [sigh]

Redbeard is not only working at his job daily but often coming home and taking care of Monkey, me, dinner and the house. It's very frustrating to be so fatigued and KNOW that I'm falling down on my part, but not being able to help it. On the weekends, I've been a dynamo, getting stuff done that I can't do during the week when I have to take care of Monkey. Namely, nesting stuff that MUST be done, according to my pregnant biology.

We are ready to go to the birthing center, just need someone to watch Monkey when it's time. If this baby girl waits until this weekend, my in-laws should be here and then even that limitation will be removed. SO, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU, CHICA!!!!!???

Not that I'm impatient-- I think I'm past that point. Lol. We have an appt to see the midwife today. Whoohoo. It's all about just waiting for the contractions at this point. If I go overdue, I won't have to worry about possible transport to the hospital vs. the birthing center. They'll already have me in the nuthouse.